There are a few things I learned now, each one has an ego (false/true only time will tell) that what they think/advise/choose is the best. This faltered many a time and I myself am a victim of it, but to be honest, I do not judge my opinions or choices as much as others around me did (all through my life) so I am at a safer side.
As a matter of fact, I let others choose what is best for me when I m not interested in it. I went shopping and my fickle mind wanted to listen to music than shop then I will let others choose things.
I hate being that but I always hold up myself for one thing that I am honest and speak out my heart.
Maybe to some thousands I am a pain and produce tears when they face me but for some tens of people I bring a smile (I am sure of this) and it’s for these tens I am living and I will let thousands cry if they still wish too
What I am and what I shall be is no one's interest unless they are interested in psychology or psychiatry finds a psychological disorder or reason behind everything I state but I am yelling out my heart for none but me and letting others know.
God knows where, if he was there I would have said, but since God is dead none knows when I am going to end my life and hopefully I will end it only after I did my thing.
As a matter of fact, I let others choose what is best for me when I m not interested in it. I went shopping and my fickle mind wanted to listen to music than shop then I will let others choose things.
I hate being that but I always hold up myself for one thing that I am honest and speak out my heart.
Maybe to some thousands I am a pain and produce tears when they face me but for some tens of people I bring a smile (I am sure of this) and it’s for these tens I am living and I will let thousands cry if they still wish too
What I am and what I shall be is no one's interest unless they are interested in psychology or psychiatry finds a psychological disorder or reason behind everything I state but I am yelling out my heart for none but me and letting others know.
God knows where, if he was there I would have said, but since God is dead none knows when I am going to end my life and hopefully I will end it only after I did my thing.
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